Diving into the Fireworks
Asian. College Student. Shutterbug.
Just a boy looking to make his mark on the world
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My Thoughts On You While You Were Asleep
You are the girl I hold dear, who in turn holds my trust .
I know at frequent times I’m doubtful
and I seem to be fishing for reassurance.
But I’m not.
I do believe you.
Sometimes I seem half-hearted towards it .. but it’s only mere hesitation .
Not that I’m hesitant to have confidence in your words … it’s never that .
But to come into terms with myself
And realize I have no reason to doubt you .
You are the girl who makes every day exciting.
Regardless of what we do
You can heartily agree
It is a day well-spent .
I go to sleep with enjoyment echoing in my mind ..
Only to be challenged by the anticipation of tomorrow .
I want to see you again .
Everyday .
Until there are no more memories to create .
You are the girl who knows me .
Though people have been here
Since my life began
You were the only one
Who saw my life had stopped .
And you’ve never let me stay that way .
You’ve always said you can’t give examples .
But you don’t know ..
You’ve given yourself as an example
Of why I should never stop again.
You are the girl whom I will eventually have to let go .
But for now ..
All I’m thinking is ..
Should I kiss you .. or watch the road …
Because I’d rather be left broken hearted .
Than never have experienced.
You.
-Ryanimay
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Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here’s not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia’s all I got left
I don’t know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It’s like a face that I hold inside
Like a face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin
Everything wrong that happened today is my own doing.
I think know I think too much.
